He stretches himself out with a grin. "Thank god for that, I'm not much good at staying in one place." Unless he's on a hunt, of course, then he's real good at it if he has to be.
"Not like you would think." It had been too many years since he had had nightmares about what lurked in the dark, and even then it had been about them taking or killing Sam or Dad. Mom nightmares were common, too, in the younger years. He'd had the nightmares about himself during his wait for hell, and since then... those nightmares and invaded the snatches of sleep he got. Skirting the truth with just enough to satisfy her it is. "Not so much myself. My family being killed... my mom... never really about myself. Just, losing everyone, you know? Ending up alone... or worse."
Not even a hesitation as he answers the last question, though. "Yeah. If I can go out doing some good? It'll make it all worth it, you know?"
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Date: 2021-06-04 07:04 am (UTC)"Not like you would think." It had been too many years since he had had nightmares about what lurked in the dark, and even then it had been about them taking or killing Sam or Dad. Mom nightmares were common, too, in the younger years. He'd had the nightmares about himself during his wait for hell, and since then... those nightmares and invaded the snatches of sleep he got. Skirting the truth with just enough to satisfy her it is. "Not so much myself. My family being killed... my mom... never really about myself. Just, losing everyone, you know? Ending up alone... or worse."
Not even a hesitation as he answers the last question, though. "Yeah. If I can go out doing some good? It'll make it all worth it, you know?"